When I close my eyes and lay still enough
breathing, with just the right rhythm, breathing in hope -exhaling fear
You come to me - I can feel you there.
Laying, hovering side by side cushioned by clouds looking down on the world below us
Our transparencies have never been more apparent.
In this trancelike state there is no pretending only feeling
touching out the answers to all our questions
reassuring that we are the most complete of all puzzles.
Our edges fit together in the most primal of ways.
In this sleep like state we have closed the distance thats haunts us.
As I shift and turn you adept to the position I’m in, you; always willing to be there in the way in which I need you most at any given time.
My beautiful beast, I apologize for taking advantage of your selflessness
I thank you for your ability to see past my carefully crafted
facade of indifference.
I’m answering you now for you’ve picked and prodded at my silence
alternating between loving tactics and your aggravating disposition.
I can see now that
two voices intertwined with the same outcome in mind are surely more harmonious than one.
Alone. Is not what I want for either of us, but I took myself so far away.
The distance proved what I hoped it would and now that I achieved what I was after
I’d give anything to be there, still, lost in a moment in your eyes.
I have so many things to say and my body posses the only language eloquent enough to confess them.
My loyalty wavered and transferred and wavered back to you again.
There is no denying the rush of your touch
The sanctuary of your arms when I am falling, failing, flailing.
I inhale deeply to steady my breathing, if I let myself fall out of rhythm I will be forced to leave our place in the sky, where I feel you, where we are realer than we’ve ever been before.
As we drift along with the adoration filled winds I take your hand and transfer every feeling I possess into you.
If I were to call you unfaithful a liar or a cheat I would be branding myself along with you
So let’s not use labels and come to each other pure with intentions.
Knowing full well what we have to face, the hardships we must endure on the path to righteousness.
There is strength in numbers and two seems to me to be the strongest
Two: dependent on both ones that make the couplet.
I depend on you, maybe more than I should but I find strength in my ability to trust you so.
I look forward to dancing in your dreams, tantalizing your senses while you sleep while your self built walls are retracted leaving you open to what you try so hard not to feel.
In my dreams I can’t control that you come to me to love me.
That I give myself to you with no inhibitions only trust and faith.
Every great dream begins with a dreamer. Always remember, you have within you the strength, the patience, and the passion to reach for the stars to change the world.